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| goodbyeee dear ol' xanga!
maybe i'll return to it like last time
but here's to a clean slate (:
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| I've went through high school blindly. Living day to day soon year to year. I've made so many memories- both pleasant and not. And the largest year to impact me (your results may vary) was senior year. I've made the greatest friends, had the greatest experiences, increased my level of procrastination. Senior-itis insanity. And I've also lost what once was the greatest friendship, and had many mind-turning, heart-wrenching experiences. I wish I made a greater deal the last three years- freshman, sophomore, and junior. But what is never made can never be made again. Unless someone discovers how to go back in time. Like so in Back To The Future.
I wish everyone well, and to the friendship that grew distance, I hope we both make the effort to shorten the distance, or I guess run faster. It may be as hard as loosing weight.
We start anew at a unfamiliar place, and unfamiliar community. And what is too become is many more wondrous memories, and experiences which will teach us well.
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| Prom 2009.
It was "alright". It was a hassle for me, the "prom planner". I guess I expected some "thank-yous", but who gives a crap right? I mean, if it wasn't for me, our group would have lost the limo, not gone to the "cheap picture place", and definitely not have a toast.
But I suppose no one "asked" me to, therefore it was a generous offer of my own.
Anyway let's talk about the dance.
The place was "okay". Not exactly my taste of a prom site, winter formal-cool, prom-too simple. I wish we could of had a picture booth. That was hot. Of course though in the end I had fun. Dancing with Matt and Ka-Yun, tried freaking with Chris (that was lol), and just making fun of people I knew. There was a down-side, but I don't want to talk about that.
Now, after prom... well, it wasn't the way I planned it, but with 20 people -- how do you manage? In the end it was fun-- with Raymond, Shane, and Chris.
Slept in until 1. Hung out with Chris. Watched 4 different movies. Chilled.
Not the greatest memory of my senior year.
Awaiting... Grad Night.
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| And so a light bulb shines above my head.
Many events I've gone through question my beliefs. For once, this is not a long entry about the conflict between myself and the wondrous happenings of the supreme being.
I question the belief of my family, my friends, and myself.
As of now, I can confidently say, I hardly have any for those three.
A part of me wants to adapt, a part of me wants to change the situation so desperately. But it is the end of the path, which I must pick a new one.
Does that mean I am waiting until college to enact the change? Am I really going to live like the living dead until I feel like it is the need to change the situation. The situation of which will define my life.
But do I have the strength to change? Can I endure the fate of what may be ahead of me?
In the following weeks, graduation will soon come. Many of the friends I have made will be distant, many of them already are. I am gladly running.
This summer, this summer will be the day my light bulb turns off. A need for change. I will change.
And surprise many when I return. Return to once called home, and well now.. it's a place where I once have been.
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| SPRINGBREAK09
friday(maxwell'sparty)
saturday(faaaast&furious)
monday(epicfail'dbowling/ralphs/bestbuy/chicks/starbucks)
tuesday(karaoke@energy--w--bfffs)
wednesday(karaoke@ktown--w--theboys)
thursday(beaaachingit)
friday(chillin`@savoy,cue,tapioca<3)
saturday(happybirthdaybroho<3--jtown,ctown/smittygrillz)
sunday(happyeastersunday)
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